{"id":31391,"date":"2016-05-05T20:26:42","date_gmt":"2016-05-05T17:26:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/?p=31391"},"modified":"2016-05-05T20:27:03","modified_gmt":"2016-05-05T17:27:03","slug":"buz-ustune-tuz-ile-mi-yazmali","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/buz-ustune-tuz-ile-mi-yazmali\/","title":{"rendered":"Buz \u00fcst\u00fcne tuz ile mi yazmal\u0131?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Buz \u00fcst\u00fcne tuz ile mi yazmal\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Zaten yazmamak i\u00e7in bin bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc sebep varken, bil\u00adgisayar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ge\u00e7irilen be\u015f saatin, insan \u00f6mr\u00fcnden bir g\u00fcn azaltt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca, bilgisayarla k\u00fcs d\u00f6nem ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bu gidi\u015fle, \u00f6ld\u00fcrecek beni bu alet! Yazmaya bir s\u00fc\u00adre ara m\u0131 versem? Elle mi yazsam?\u00a0Yaz\u0131y\u0131 dizen bilgisa\u00adyarla yaz\u0131lan\u0131 zor diziyor, elle yaz\u0131lan\u0131, d\u00fczer! Elle ya\u00adz\u0131p daha sonra, intihar ediyorum i\u015fte, duygusuyla arka\u00adda\u015f ve h\u0131zla bilgisayarda temize \u00e7ekmek en do\u011frusu olacak.<\/p>\n<p>Siz hi\u00e7, Yal\u0131kavak\u2019ta kavak a\u011fac\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc? As\u0131l yazmak istedi\u011fim buydu; ilk c\u00fcmle olarak, hi\u00e7 ge\u00adre\u011fi yokken i\u00e7 monolog yapt\u0131m, durup dururken yaz\u0131 uzad\u0131, bilgisayar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda daha \u00e7ok zaman \u00e7alacak ba\u00adkiyesi belirsiz \u00f6mr\u00fcmden.<\/p>\n<p>Bilgisayara al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan beri, g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda el yaz\u0131s\u0131 kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m yok, bu y\u00fczden giderek k\u00f6reldi ya\u00adz\u0131m. Bu herkes i\u00e7in b\u00f6yle. Art\u0131k mektup kalmad\u0131, faksla\u015fma, mesajla\u015fma, internette bulu\u015fup \u00e7ene \u00e7alma za\u00adman\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yoruz. Kullanmaya kullanmaya k\u00f6reliyor in\u00adsan\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131. Eskiden olduk\u00e7a d\u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fc benim ya\u00adz\u0131m. Nas\u0131l bu hale gelebildi? \u015eu ne \u00f6rne\u011fin, ne bu b\u00f6y\u00adle! \u201cz\u201d mi, \u201cr\u201d mi, \u201cn\u201d mi? Ne bu? Okurken kendim okuyamayaca\u011f\u0131m, onu \u00e7\u00f6zmek i\u00e7in bilgisayar ekran\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131\u00ads\u0131nda uzun, keriz sigara i\u00e7meler ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u2026 Elle yazmasam daha iyi olacak galiba\u2026 Nas\u0131l yaz\u0131yormu\u015f o eski baba\u00a0yazarlar\u00a0o koskoca kitaplar\u0131 hen\u00fcz daktilo icat edilmemi\u015fken? B\u00f6yle, oturup yaz\u0131yorlarm\u0131\u015f i\u015fte, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ba\u015fka se\u00e7enek yokmu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>A\u00e7t\u0131m bilgisayar\u0131 ve i\u00e7 monologsuz birinci c\u00fcmlemi yazd\u0131m ekrana:<\/p>\n<p>Siz hi\u00e7, Yal\u0131kavak\u2019ta kavak a\u011fac\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc? C\u00fcmle bana, ben c\u00fcmleye bakar olduk, birbirimize diji\u00adtal frekanslar sa\u00e7arak. As\u0131l bu gibi, o c\u00fcmlenin arkas\u0131n\u00addan gelecek c\u00fcmlenin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeler s\u0131ras\u0131nda, h\u0131\u00adyarca bulunuyoruz bilgisayar ekran\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda. Bir dol\u00admakalemle k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da yaz\u0131yor olsak, \u015fu an k\u00e2\u011f\u0131ttan ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u00adz\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p dolmakalemi t\u0131p t\u0131p k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da vururken, denize bakabiliriz, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakabiliriz. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczle ku\u015f izle\u00adyebiliriz, bulut sayabiliriz\u2026 Oysa bilgisayar ekran\u0131 kar\u00ad\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, s\u00fcrekli ve h\u0131yar gibi ekrana bak\u0131\u00adyorsun. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz i\u00e7in de y\u0131prat\u0131c\u0131 bir konum. Birdenbi\u00adre sa\u011f g\u00f6z se\u011firmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Hemen bilgisayar\u0131 kapa\u00adt\u0131p, bir kulak-burun-bo\u011faz uzman\u0131na gidip g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6ste-resi geliyor insan\u0131n. Kulak-burun-bo\u011fazc\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zden anlamayaca\u011f\u0131 ferahlat\u0131c\u0131 duygusuyla vazge\u00e7iyorsunuz hekim ziyaretinden.<\/p>\n<p>Bu y\u00fczden, \u00f6nce k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da yazmak en ak\u0131ll\u0131cas\u0131. Oku\u00adnakl\u0131 yazacaks\u0131n, hem de el yaz\u0131n k\u00f6relmemi\u015f olur. \u015eak diye kapatt\u0131m bilgisayar\u0131. Temiz bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n en \u00fcst\u00fcne, \u00f6zenerek, \u00e7ok okunakl\u0131 bir bi\u00e7imde, kaligrafi dersinden s\u0131nava giriyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na, yazd\u0131m esas c\u00fcmlemi:<\/p>\n<p>Siz hi\u00e7, Yal\u0131kavak\u2019ta kavak a\u011fac\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc? ikinci c\u00fcmle \u00f6ncesi sigaram\u0131 yakmak \u00fczere \u015f\u00f6yle bir gerildi\u011fimde, bir Yal\u0131kavak r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131 u\u00e7urdu, ilk c\u00fcmlesi \u00f6zenle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131. H\u0131zla bilgisayar\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ben Yal\u0131kavak\u2019ta hi\u00e7 kavak a\u011fac\u0131 g\u00f6rmedim. Oka\u00adlipt\u00fcs a\u011fac\u0131 g\u0131rla.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Yal\u0131okalipt\u00fcs demesi zor \u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclerek mi, Yal\u0131kavak denilmi\u015f buraya?<\/p>\n<p><strong>E\u015fe\u011fin Fikri \u2013 Ferhat \u015eENSOY<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Buz \u00fcst\u00fcne tuz ile mi yazmal\u0131? Zaten yazmamak i\u00e7in bin bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc sebep varken, bil\u00adgisayar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ge\u00e7irilen be\u015f saatin, insan \u00f6mr\u00fcnden bir g\u00fcn azaltt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca, bilgisayarla k\u00fcs d\u00f6nem ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu gidi\u015fle, \u00f6ld\u00fcrecek beni bu alet! Yazmaya bir s\u00fc\u00adre ara m\u0131 versem? Elle mi yazsam?\u00a0Yaz\u0131y\u0131 dizen bilgisa\u00adyarla yaz\u0131lan\u0131 zor diziyor, elle yaz\u0131lan\u0131, d\u00fczer! Elle ya\u00adz\u0131p [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":31392,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1408],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31391"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31391"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31391\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/31392"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31391"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31391"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.stil-vagonu.com\/kadin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31391"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}